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the days are starting to get shorter, and everything is changing i just want the happyness that i once had. people always say live life with no regrets shit how do you do that i can think of sooo many. we all mess up but somethimes its just hard, thinking about the past what might have been if i did this or that instead. but enough feeling sorry for myself just been feeling really lonely past couple months, its funny you have somebody and its fun but it feels like your lacking wish i could take the past and bring some back. i'd do anything to just go out and have a great time not worrying about anything.
work sux bad lately been looking for a while for new stuff been going for interviews but i dont have the theory of most shit i should go to school but... i don't know i just need to get another ticket and leave try to find the girl i lost and run away start everything again. man they say if i knew then what i know now sure isn't bull shit id make up for my fuckups pretty fast and not listen to the people i listened to. oh well i guess i'll make my own fun for the time being maybe i'll get one of the jobs i've been applying for and be gone for good....
work sux bad lately been looking for a while for new stuff been going for interviews but i dont have the theory of most shit i should go to school but... i don't know i just need to get another ticket and leave try to find the girl i lost and run away start everything again. man they say if i knew then what i know now sure isn't bull shit id make up for my fuckups pretty fast and not listen to the people i listened to. oh well i guess i'll make my own fun for the time being maybe i'll get one of the jobs i've been applying for and be gone for good....