https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KxQFUui56dM A Dream - Funker Vogt
It all started with a dream
Two months like eternity
And in spite of all the problems
It was the best time of my life
We had promised ourselves
That trust and friendship last forever
But these two tiny things
Have already been too much
The second dream came way too soon
Promising an early end
But there was a second part
Maybe a chance for a new start
The first part is now fulfilled
There wasn't anything I could do
Now I just do what I can
To fulfill the second one
No more trust, I was betrayed
By a friend I thought I knew
I have lost so much more
Don't know what to do
And that single thought evoked
A pained look behind closed eyes
And I'll always wonder why
My best friend would tell me lies
.............
Those lyrics was myself during the past year...
It is quite accurate except for the last line : ''My best friend would tell me lies'' I will say ''My best friend would tell me nothing''...
I cannot be really mad at him i've done the same thing in the past but well I just hoped that the end was different this time for both of us and our communication skills evolution... :P
Picked this card very often during the past year despite my desire for something different :
6 of Water: The Dream
Some enchanted evening you're going to meet your soulmate, the perfect person who will meet all your needs and fulfill all your dreams. Right? Wrong! This fantasy that songwriters and poets are so fond of perpetuating has its roots in memories of the womb, where we were so secure and "at one" with our mothers; it's no wonder we have hankered to return to that place all our lives. But, to put it quite brutally, it is a childish dream. And it's amazing we hang on to it so stubbornly in the face of reality. Nobody, whether it's your current mate or some dreamed-of partner in the future, has any obligation to deliver your happiness on a platter--nor could they even if they wanted to. Real love comes not from trying to solve our neediness by depending on another, but by developing our own inner richness and maturity. Then we have so much love to give that we naturally draw lovers towards us.
... Oh well I rather be alone and going to my own path again and sharing with people that cares