Sep 28, 2005 14:34
My life is going so great. I'm having fun, enjoying my senior year, and just hangin out. I'm pretty stress free...w/ the exception of last weekend (but the stress was worth how much fun I had). I'm talking to a lot of people more that I didn't usually talk to before. I'm making a lot more friends. I think this is gonna be one of my best, most memorable years of my life. And I'm just looking forward to living every day thatll be coming and going.
So maybe one thing kinda put a damper on my week- I'm grounded for this week. You'd think its for something bad that I did..but its nothing bad at all. I missed church on Sunday. I know my parents want me to go every week, but its like...I can't miss every once in awhile? Its just cuz I had a bunch of people over on Saturday night and I was up until about 5 am. So obviously I would sleep in. My dads an asshole sometime. He thinks that forcing me to go to church makes me a better Christian. But when I go to church, I don't wanna be there. By making me go, how will he ever know if I'm going cuz I want to or because I have to? If he doesnt make me go and I do, then itll make him happier I think. I just don't understand him sometimes.