No BoDy WiLl EvEr UnDeRsTaNd WhaT iM gOiN' ThRu

[_4ever_n_love_]

omgosh! i am going thru soo much right now! i just want to pick up the phone and call him and tell him i miss him and just give in -- it is soo hard to not talk to some1 you have talked to every day for the last 2 years of your life .. no i don't want him back but i just want to talk to him because i miss our conversations... i didn't think i would miss him this much but its seriously killing me... i haven't cried yet and i'm holdng back the tears... most of ya'll don't understand and wont understand... w/e i don't know what to do ..

its just so hard to let go....................

i don't think there is a guy out there for me and thats what makes me so scared.... i think thats why i want to run back to him....