May 24, 2004 17:49
dawgsgirl0748: do u beileve me when i say i'm over daniel are do i think i'll go back to him.. be honest
BbyBlueS319: honestly.. when you first started this whole "daniel im over you" thing again i was like yeah-freaking-right.. i give them 2 weeks.. but now its been a lot longer.. and just the way you act and talk (espeacially about shea lol) i think that if you keep going the way you're going and don't give into him.. that it really will be over.. i mean you're always gonna think about him and you'll always have these left-over feelings for him.. that's inevitable.. you can't help that.. but the way things have changed between you and daniel.. the "im over you daniel" from 3 months ago is completely different from the "im over you daniel" now.. i think that it's gonna happen.. it just might take a little time
dawgsgirl0748: i see what you mean.. but i mean no1 believes me and it pisses me off because i am dead serious.. i don't want to ever go back to him and no1 will believe me ...
BbyBlueS319: i think you're getting smarter and learning some things about him that's making you realize you're better off without him
BbyBlueS319: does it matter if anyone believes you?
BbyBlueS319: as long as YOU believe it
BbyBlueS319: who gives a flying rat's ass what anyone else believes?
BbyBlueS319: it's between you and daniel.. not you, daniel, this person, this guy, this girl and her friend
dawgsgirl0748: like 3 months ago i would say i'm over him yea and then me & him would talk about it and i would give in but me and daniel already talked bout it and i said to him i don't want to get back w/ you & i think this time i'm really gonna get over him
BbyBlueS319: i think you are too
BbyBlueS319: and who cares if some people say yeah right
BbyBlueS319: it just gives you all the more reason to prove them wrong
dawgsgirl0748: and like b4 i couldn't just walk away from him or ignore him and i can do that now.. because daniel is ilke the biggest jerk ever walked on the earth.. Lol.. and i have no respect towards him at all..
** i <3 YoU CoUrTnEy -- BfFl!! **
alright -- so today i took the geography and LA fianl.. studied 4 the geo final 10 mins b4 i took the test .. haha sounds like me... LA final was easy... didn't even study for that one.. after the LA final we watched ShReCk!! oh yea! lol -- i found out i passed bio by 2 points heck yea! lol algebra and bio were the only 2 classes i was borderline in passing -- the other classes i have A's & B's so its all good!! haha- NeWwAyY --
after school we rode w/ al, ash, & zach... micheal took me and court home then me & court went to the pool.. bryan was there w/ a bunch of his friends so we played spider ( they were playing it wrong but iwent along w/ it ) then we played sharks and menos! oh yea!! -- haha then we ordered pizza and the pizza man called courts cell and she said he sounded hot.. turned out he was a nasty fat guy w/ a pony tail.. haha.. then brandon & justin and some other guy came up there and then we got kicked out because we wrne't 18.. so ryan took us to courts and taylor and some other ppl were there.. then i talked to shea for a while.. he told me he was coming wednesday to hang out..so then it was getting cold so we started walking to courts and saw micheal young.. he almost ran over me -- then we got i nthe hot tub and then "chilled" and here i am!! haha -- ExCiTiNg DaY! Lol - poor court she got no sun! but... I dId!! who hoo!! lol
i <3 you court had fun today whore! BFFL!!
1 more day of school heck yea baby!! Lol
- I thank my God everytime I think of you...
phillipians 1:3 -
2 muh girls! i <3 em'!
<3 LoVe Is PaIn - Amanda Perez:
Why is love so much pain ?
sitting on the roof starring at the stars
thinking to myself how could i have fell for someone so hard
when all i was told was lies
now that i think about it ,it makes me cry
[chorus]
to know someone i gave my heart to
just tore my heart apart
a love that is endless
why did this love have to start
feeling the love i have for you
just rushes through my veins
why does love have to be so much pain
memories no one can take away
the pain that i feel each and everyday
and it is going to be hard ,but i will pull myself through
a real time that a get over loving you
to know someone i gave my heart to
just tore my heart apart
a love that is endless
why did this love have to start
feeling the love i have for you
just rushes through my veins
why does love have to be so much pain
So much pain . ..
So many nights so many tears i've cried (cried)
No one to be by my side
Stuck with misery and pain you are the one to blame
Cause it hurts to know ...
to know someone i gave my heart to
just tore my heart apart
a love that is endless
why did this love have to start
feeling the love i have for you
just rushes through my veins
why does love have to be so much pain
(Why does love have to be so much pain)
So much pain (so much pain)
Oh so much pain
-- CrUsHiNg --