Aug 22, 2004 16:12
NavySeal2817: hey is everything alright?
dawgsgirl0748: no its not
NavySeal2817: whats wrong?
NavySeal2817: i saw every 1 like gasng up on u today
* jon saw it *
getterdonebygod: yeah that sucks vic having everyone gang up on u because of ur opinion
getterdonebygod: thats just wrong everyone is entitled to an opinion and gangin up on u isnt the most "godly" thing to do
* Thanks Ryan *
ok anyway ..
last night i went to kims.
we made milkshakes.
i had fun.
ryan was gonna come visit us but i wne to bed :-)
I wish you hadnt kissed me, when you walked me to the door
I wish you hadnt held my hand, and made me want you more
I wish you hadnt whispered all those sweet things in my ear
I wish you hadnt stroked my hair or hugged and held me near
I wish you hadnt smiled when i opened up my eyes
I wish your touch had not erased all your little lies
I wish there were no little things reminding me of you
I wish memories would not make me feel the way i do
I wish I didnt know that if you called i'd run right over
I wish I could be strong and smart and give you the cold shoulder
I wish you would have treated me like just another girl
Then the nights I spent with you would feel like what they were
I wish I hadnt fallen hard i knew you werent for real
but I just cant help that being with you made me feel
I wish I wouldnt wake up sad and know i've dreamt of you
I wish I could get through a day and never think of you
I wish I could forget how you took away my fears
I wish I only thought of when you didnt wipe away my tears
I wish that you had been the guy I hoped that you would be
I wish I could get over you like you got over me
I wish that I could see you for the person that you are
but the heart wont ever listen or grant wishes on a star
and I wish that all these wishes were full of honesty
but truth be told I wish that you would just come back to me