iF i CoUlD fiNd YoU nOw !!
welp.. i ddin't have time to write in here yesterday so this is what i did.. i woke up and i went to church .. and you know how i said i was gonna tell daniel what i thought about me and him.. and i had no feelings for him.. yea that was a lie.. lol i got to church and i was doing good.. and then i saw daniel and he goes is there a seat next to you where i can sit? and i was thikning in my head hmm what should i say? but i was like yea you can sit here.. & ya know we were ok it was just like every sunday for the past 3 years.. it didn't look like anything was wrong between us.. but at the end of the service when its the invitation and we're praying i using slip my hand around his arm and lay my head on his shoulder and i was trying so hard not to do it.. and i didn't.. but it was soo HArD.. just something so little like that .. After the service ofcourse we had sunday school nothing big happend there.. lol
After church i just got onlne and then tried to sleep.. then chris called me and asked if i wanted to go see a movie w/ her.. so we went and saw spiderman 2.. but we didn't get to finish it because we had church..
so we got to church ..
after church daniel took us to christi southerlands house .. but then we had to leave like 5 mins after we got there because we had to get food .. lol so me, daniel, christen, & Kevin went to publix and got like $120 dollars worth of chicken and hot WANGS! lol .. those people looked at us lke we were crazy! lol.. anyway then we headed back to christi's. & AtE! haha... then........
we left and i rode w/ daniel and christen rode w/ kevin and we went somewhere.. and [[ well.. we won't go there.. lol ]] then they dropped us off at christens...
@ Christens we watched the hot chick.. and talked to some people lol.. i fell asleep at like 2 and didn't wake back up till like 12:15.. lol
then ryan took me home and here i am! :-)
so that was my night!
ok i'm sooo confused about daniel.. its not even funny!! like idk how i feel about him anymore.. idk if i wanna work it out between us or if i wanna keep it the way it is.. because i really wanna start dating someone.. but then there is this part of me that says no.. daniel is gonna come back to you.. when i know sure as hell he won't come back to me.. even tho he still says i love you and we're still all over each other i think it might just be because we're so used to being w/ eachother? ya know? idk all i know is on *AUGUST 2* me and daniel will have been broken up for 6months thats half a year we have never been broken up that long b4.. the longest was like 2 months.. and i know he loves that other girl i'm not stupid he might not be inlove w/ her.. but i think he really started to love her.. and ya know i don't wanna wait around being sad and lonely while he's out having a great time.. i wanna go out w/ other people too and maybe "love" someone else.. uhhh idk
any ideas for me? lol leave me a comment please :-/
oh yea i saw my prince yesterday! i luv ya kendal
Its not Just Me - Rascal Flatts :
Tell me you’ve had trouble sleeping
That you toss and turn from side to side
That it’s my face you’ve been seeing
In your dreams at night
Tell me that you wake up crying
And you’re not sure exactly why
Tell me that something is missing
In your life, in your life baby
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me
I could have sworn I saw you smile at me
Standing in the pouring rain
At a loss for words and running out of time
I said this crazy ting (crazy thing), I said
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me
Hold me now and tell me that you do believe
In a soul, a soul mate
And tell me, and tell me, tell me
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me
After church i just got onlne and then tried to sleep.. then chris called me and asked if i wanted to go see a movie w/ her.. so we went and saw spiderman 2.. but we didn't get to finish it because we had church..
so we got to church ..
after church daniel took us to christi southerlands house .. but then we had to leave like 5 mins after we got there because we had to get food .. lol so me, daniel, christen, & Kevin went to publix and got like $120 dollars worth of chicken and hot WANGS! lol .. those people looked at us lke we were crazy! lol.. anyway then we headed back to christi's. & AtE! haha... then........
we left and i rode w/ daniel and christen rode w/ kevin and we went somewhere.. and [[ well.. we won't go there.. lol ]] then they dropped us off at christens...
@ Christens we watched the hot chick.. and talked to some people lol.. i fell asleep at like 2 and didn't wake back up till like 12:15.. lol
then ryan took me home and here i am! :-)
so that was my night!
ok i'm sooo confused about daniel.. its not even funny!! like idk how i feel about him anymore.. idk if i wanna work it out between us or if i wanna keep it the way it is.. because i really wanna start dating someone.. but then there is this part of me that says no.. daniel is gonna come back to you.. when i know sure as hell he won't come back to me.. even tho he still says i love you and we're still all over each other i think it might just be because we're so used to being w/ eachother? ya know? idk all i know is on *AUGUST 2* me and daniel will have been broken up for 6months thats half a year we have never been broken up that long b4.. the longest was like 2 months.. and i know he loves that other girl i'm not stupid he might not be inlove w/ her.. but i think he really started to love her.. and ya know i don't wanna wait around being sad and lonely while he's out having a great time.. i wanna go out w/ other people too and maybe "love" someone else.. uhhh idk
any ideas for me? lol leave me a comment please :-/
oh yea i saw my prince yesterday! i luv ya kendal
Its not Just Me - Rascal Flatts :
Tell me you’ve had trouble sleeping
That you toss and turn from side to side
That it’s my face you’ve been seeing
In your dreams at night
Tell me that you wake up crying
And you’re not sure exactly why
Tell me that something is missing
In your life, in your life baby
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me
I could have sworn I saw you smile at me
Standing in the pouring rain
At a loss for words and running out of time
I said this crazy ting (crazy thing), I said
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me
Hold me now and tell me that you do believe
In a soul, a soul mate
And tell me, and tell me, tell me
Tell me that you live for love
That forever is never enough
That you’ve waited all your life to see
That you want so badly to believe
Tell me that it’s not just me