i need to go on xanex
or i just need someone that will make me cheer up...all the time. i think i might know who.
lolob's party was fun. i think. it amazes me that when one person is missing everybody talks so much fuckin shit. lame. i really wonder what my friends say about me when im not there. and how the fuck did i not get invited to austins when every other person did. fuckin lame.
that dengler guy. historian man. smart guy. knows his history. yes.
oh yea. john cusack movie marathon. part 2. tonite. still wish there was someone here to watch them with me. so many movies and so much empty space on this couch.
this is where i say ive had enough
dont u ever feel the way that i feel now
a walking open wound
a trophy display of bruises
and i dont think im getting any better
any better...
why can't i be satisfied? i need someone to satisfy these romantic needs. someone who, the thought of time spent with them, could possibly get me through a horendous. someone who, the memory of said person, reminds me of how beautiful the world is.
as my good friend daliah kate would say: "I AM SO EMO!!!"
p.s. i love u deekur and we need to hang out soon!
ooch im a mess. cusack movies it is.
oy vey. what a long entry.
lolob's party was fun. i think. it amazes me that when one person is missing everybody talks so much fuckin shit. lame. i really wonder what my friends say about me when im not there. and how the fuck did i not get invited to austins when every other person did. fuckin lame.
that dengler guy. historian man. smart guy. knows his history. yes.
oh yea. john cusack movie marathon. part 2. tonite. still wish there was someone here to watch them with me. so many movies and so much empty space on this couch.
this is where i say ive had enough
dont u ever feel the way that i feel now
a walking open wound
a trophy display of bruises
and i dont think im getting any better
any better...
why can't i be satisfied? i need someone to satisfy these romantic needs. someone who, the thought of time spent with them, could possibly get me through a horendous. someone who, the memory of said person, reminds me of how beautiful the world is.
as my good friend daliah kate would say: "I AM SO EMO!!!"
p.s. i love u deekur and we need to hang out soon!
ooch im a mess. cusack movies it is.
oy vey. what a long entry.