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Does something ever happen and then later you just are stunned? Do you constantly tell yourself over and over again that something is so wrong, yet you still do it? How can I get angry at someone else for doing it and then do it myself? I am such a hypocrite.
Even though you don’t read this, I did it for me, not you. I just hope I didn’t mess up anything even more.
No more of that tonight, it wasn’t good. That was horrible actually, it keeps getting worse.
“I love you turns into I hate you, and my head hit’s the wall again”
Hey Amber, I know I didn’t come to your party, but there were other things on my mind, I know you’ll understand, and if not, then I’m sorry. That’s why I didn’t promise anything. :/
“I’ll smile at your blue eyes for one last time
Oh how they make me weak
And I’ll show you just how grey mine can get
with a dimple on my cheek.”
It sucks that I have to be at work for in-service in three and a half hours. Yeah, put that in your pipe and smoke it. I did get a little sleep earlier though, so not too bad. I wish I was still there…
I hate trying to sleep when the sun comes up.
I’m going to try and sleep now.
Keep your head up young man, and you will go far.