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I realize mistakes I’ve made. I cannot take them back. I am trying to not be such a fake person anymore. This is me; I cannot change that in an instant. Don’t ask me if I’m alright, because I’m not. Don’t ask me what’s wrong, because I can’t begin to tell you my story, nor do I want to. Don’t do things for me just because you feel sorry for me; I don’t need your pity. Don’t come to me with your problems, I can’t even handle my own, I’m sorry. And no, that’s not to you, it’s just in general. You are fine, so don’t worry about it. I don’t want new friends and I can’t deal with new friends. Tomorrow[today] at two pm is my appointment. Hopefully this will start my recovery. I’m tired of feeling this way. Tomorrow is a new day, let me start over new.