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again, in case you are out of the loop. History repeats itself. if you don't know what I am talking about then you don't need to know. this, by far, is the worst mental state I have been in, in my entire life. don't give me comments saying if you want to talk, give me a call, because I'm not going to call you. Don't tell me that I am a great guy, because deep down inside, I'm really not all that great, you just think I am. Don't tell me things will get better and don't tell me there are other fish out in the sea. Don't tell me what you think will make me happy, because it wont. Don't talk to me like you understand, because you don't. I'm not posting this for attention, infact I hate attention and you would know that if you knew me. infact, I'm taking off comments for this post, just so I don't get some ignorant comments that I don't want to read and that will just make me mad. This is not just about Heather, this picture is so much bigger then that. So excuse me while I try to calm down again, so I can sleep. Because I have work in the morning. then school at night. and heather, if you read this, remember what I said, and I'm telling you, you should have made arrangements and not make me have to do this the hard way. Alright, well, I'm going to go, my vision is blury, my eyes burn, my chest hurts, my stomach hurts... I'm a mess. Goodnight and sleep well.