gawd.
I"m so fucking dumb.
am I seriously doing this?
I've never had so much anxiety over just pressing the freaking 'send' button.
shit. I just sent it.
blarg.
I think I'm going to puke.
and it says he's online.
why do I do these things to myself.
SERIOUSLY THOUGH.
but I HAD to make up for last night.
HE. came over to ME. and SAT by ME.
I didn't go sit by him.
but he sat so close to me that my mind went blank.
and I just sat there like a fucking moron.
perhapse like the moron I am.
*(#@.
but at least now it's up to him.
and he has my phone number?
O_o
am I seriously doing this?
I've never had so much anxiety over just pressing the freaking 'send' button.
shit. I just sent it.
blarg.
I think I'm going to puke.
and it says he's online.
why do I do these things to myself.
SERIOUSLY THOUGH.
but I HAD to make up for last night.
HE. came over to ME. and SAT by ME.
I didn't go sit by him.
but he sat so close to me that my mind went blank.
and I just sat there like a fucking moron.
perhapse like the moron I am.
*(#@.
but at least now it's up to him.
and he has my phone number?
O_o