Jan 15, 2006 16:20
so i got elwood last night so excited
and i'm #1 in MI for sporter for the thrid year in a row...go freaking me
i thought i was going to do terrible, because last night i had a really bad anxeity attack...i was just really nervous about the compotition, i got really cold, and was shaking, and i couldnt eat anything, i feel like i'm going to throw up...i talked to my mom this morning she calmed me down...i hardly ate anything for breakfast i still felt so nervous...it was crazy...
anxiety attacks really suck
i always get them when i get really nervous or i think that people are mad at me and that its my fault
*sigh*..enough about that..
on friday i seen "fun with dick and jane" with nick it was nice :) after that we went to fazoli's and he got me free