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this weekend has been good. refeshing i would say
family picnics with kids, 3 hour long walks thru nature trails, the cheesy kids movie at night time while everbody cuddles up.
then again.. seeing an old friend pregnant, finding out someone u know nearly commited suicide last year but came back to his perfect children, waking up crying because your dream seemed so real, seeing old faces and wishing u were part of their family again.
almost being part of it except from one major flaw. still feeling so loved and still loving so much...
then i drive my long drive back to the place where man forgot. but i havent forgotten. u all mean so much to me.
family picnics with kids, 3 hour long walks thru nature trails, the cheesy kids movie at night time while everbody cuddles up.
then again.. seeing an old friend pregnant, finding out someone u know nearly commited suicide last year but came back to his perfect children, waking up crying because your dream seemed so real, seeing old faces and wishing u were part of their family again.
almost being part of it except from one major flaw. still feeling so loved and still loving so much...
then i drive my long drive back to the place where man forgot. but i havent forgotten. u all mean so much to me.