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I know why I did the things I did. I don’t know why she did the things she did.
I felt betrayal and anger. she was different.
How can you go from loving someone so intensely to just being distant and instantly get into a relationship with someone else and love them the same? I just don’t understand. Ive been really struggling with this the past year. Yeah, I had my rebounds. But I’m unable to feel how I felt about her. It isn’t the same and at least i’m honest with myself.
I chose to go on a date Saturday. We met at a bar then went to my place and had drinks- I don’t drink like I used to so I was pretty buzzed from a few beers. I had zero attraction and I’m too old to want to force anything anymore. She over stayed her welcome and I finally got her to leave last night. Of course she left a few things at my place so she had to get them sometime. I’m not even sure how to tell her there’s nothing there when she instantly wanted to f’n cling to me. I couldn’t even bring myself to bang her. 🤷🏻♀️
Maybe I’m just still not ready.
I know I’m not.
I wish she would just come to her senses.
https://youtu.be/YOUlcsjZlw8
I felt betrayal and anger. she was different.
How can you go from loving someone so intensely to just being distant and instantly get into a relationship with someone else and love them the same? I just don’t understand. Ive been really struggling with this the past year. Yeah, I had my rebounds. But I’m unable to feel how I felt about her. It isn’t the same and at least i’m honest with myself.
I chose to go on a date Saturday. We met at a bar then went to my place and had drinks- I don’t drink like I used to so I was pretty buzzed from a few beers. I had zero attraction and I’m too old to want to force anything anymore. She over stayed her welcome and I finally got her to leave last night. Of course she left a few things at my place so she had to get them sometime. I’m not even sure how to tell her there’s nothing there when she instantly wanted to f’n cling to me. I couldn’t even bring myself to bang her. 🤷🏻♀️
Maybe I’m just still not ready.
I know I’m not.
I wish she would just come to her senses.
https://youtu.be/YOUlcsjZlw8