May 10, 2004 12:04
Yesterday was the worst day of my life. There were so many emotions running through my body & I don't think I have ever felt my heart beat that fast.
It is horrible to realize that so much is a lie. Someone that was my best friend for 3 years & my boyfriend of 2 1/2 years lied to me constantly, sneaking behind my back.
Upon finding this out the only emotion that took full control was anger, & so I went to his house & hit him. Yes I know, not the best way to go about things, but I know that he feels no remorse. He is piece of shit that only cares about himself. I just wanted him to feel some physical pain for all the emotional pain that I was feeling.
He has been making me feel like shit for the past 3 months for stuff I did, when he was doing things 10 times worse.
Last night everything my mom ever said about him was confirmed.
So in conclusion Jeremi Taylor Welch is a horrible person that just toys with people's feelings & gains your trust just to screw you over.
I know that this post is probably very childish, but I am just experiencing a severe amount of pain.
& even though all of this is very personal to me & decided to make this entry public so that others can read about this.
I just wasted 3 years of my life.