Oct 15, 2005 16:12
when i know that im never wanted
i tuck away in my turtle shelllllllll
im pathetic. honestly./
WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR ME TO HAVE FRIENDS? SERIOUSLY.
EVERYONE ELSE HAS A SURPLUS AND IM LUCKY TO HAVE LIKE....4
this weekend has been one of the most horribly boring weekends ive had in idontknowhowlong.
its consisted of absolutely NOTHING.
except allison coming over for a few hours yesterday and eating candy with me.
no school yesterday. did nothing after allison left.
did nothing on thursday night. and went to bed at like 8.
i havent left my house once.
im a baby. and i let everything get to me.
but i dont care.
im OVERLY nice to everyone else so i really dont care at the moment.
and im doing nothing tonight.
but i might hang out with paige tomorrow if she feels better.
this weekend couldnt possibly get any. worse.
im a doormat and im too nice.
im gonna start being the biggest bitch you evaah saw.
iiiiii dont know.
im a loser.
BAH.
sorry for complaining. eeeldsjf
hope all of you are having a good weekend. =]