zoogotes
Demented frame of mind I am in!
Just found out that my contract at the zoo is over!! Just like that... I have worked x number of hours... in fact more than I was supposed to! So no go zoo no more :( But is good too cause now I can look for something else to do, perhaps even something where I can get paid!! What the... ?
Also I begin to be having dreams about having children, and being HAPPY in those dreams! So far in the last week I have had two perfect children in different dreams... I loved them so much that I was almost sad to wake up. The first was a little boy, who I gave birth to and raised to the age of three... he had dark hair and dark eyes and was so gorgeous and really smart and funny. The second child (strangely the brother was there) was a girl, and she was so beautiful. I slept in thinking of what to name her... I even spent some of my bus ride to work thinking about baby names!
These are the first good dreams I have had in AGES but I am also kind of scared by them... maybe my biological clock is starting to give me some hints.
Just found out that my contract at the zoo is over!! Just like that... I have worked x number of hours... in fact more than I was supposed to! So no go zoo no more :( But is good too cause now I can look for something else to do, perhaps even something where I can get paid!! What the... ?
Also I begin to be having dreams about having children, and being HAPPY in those dreams! So far in the last week I have had two perfect children in different dreams... I loved them so much that I was almost sad to wake up. The first was a little boy, who I gave birth to and raised to the age of three... he had dark hair and dark eyes and was so gorgeous and really smart and funny. The second child (strangely the brother was there) was a girl, and she was so beautiful. I slept in thinking of what to name her... I even spent some of my bus ride to work thinking about baby names!
These are the first good dreams I have had in AGES but I am also kind of scared by them... maybe my biological clock is starting to give me some hints.