random entry

[_0hs0cinderella]

+i try to catch a star every time i look up at the sky.

+im aware i am a mess.

+i have a goal. i can not envision it happening.

+dreams intrigue me.

+im in love with love and lousy poetry.

+i can see but I've lost my sight .

+99% of my words are wrapped in sarcasm.

+my eyes have lost their sparkle; eternally glazed.

+i can actually hear my voice, talking and thinking in my mind.

+i am constantly ill.

+my handbag looks expensive but encases everything but money.

+when boys like me, i get scared.

+blue makes me happy.

+hate attracts me.

+i make bad decisions.

+models lower my self esteem.

+mirrors anger me.

+i miss old friends.

+long conversations incite me.

+i treasure meaningful gestures.

+i lack sleep.

+malnutrition affects me.

+the love and empathy of some friends frightens me. it hasn't been felt before.

+i want the world, but could never handle it.

+the thirst for city life hangs over head like a gray cloud.

+i live off of cranberry juice and animal crackers.

+im jealous of the movies.

+police sirens alarm my heart.

+i could talk over coffee and cigarettes for hours.

+im talking to two boys online right now.

+im sure no one will read this.