confusion
I have many thoughts, all unorganized. So many words waiting to be spoken, words, I'll never say. I have a thousand emotions, but I don't know which ones. I wish fear didn't controll my actions. I feel so numb compared to last night. I don't even know how I feel about everything right now. This weekend has been so long. It seems as if it has been Saturday for days now. I feel trapped and free at the same time. Maybe I just don't care anymore, like somehow over night my brain gave up. It just accepted everything for how it was and always will be.
