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I haven't updated in quite some time but honestly, I haven't had anything interesting at all to say and I don't want to keep saying i'm fat, i'm fat over and over again but I'm going to say it again, I am fat, and I'm probably not eating that much tommorrow probably negative calories for a while, today was my very last day of school til January 2nd which is good, I needed a break but in a sense I really really was sad today because, I know I won't see anyone of my friends the entire time that i'm off because most of them live out of town and it just sucks, I talked to Kayla today on the phone which was good, and stuff. Our school had a play today and that's one of the main reasons I went because Chelsey is in it and she's a really good friend of mine, so everyone did a good job acting and whatnot, a few of the guys in it sucked majorly they couldn't say their lines right,they stuttered,they had awkard pausing moments and it was just blah! and the audience [sp] wouldn't stop fucking talking and it pissed me off, and other than that everyone did a good job.
I've been eating semi-normally lately and taking alot of those diet pills which is basically making me maintain, so i'm going to have to atleast RESTRICT more than I'm eating for a while, i'm going back to the gym next month thank fucking god, I can't wait. Hopefully I can get to 99 lbs and keep it at that, it shouldn't be that hard if I'm burning everything off everyday and such, I am passing all of my classes and my grades are decent, so i'm pretty content with those, and hopefully everyone else is doing good, I hope everyone has an enjoyable Christmas and New Years, I'll try to update more often.
I've been eating semi-normally lately and taking alot of those diet pills which is basically making me maintain, so i'm going to have to atleast RESTRICT more than I'm eating for a while, i'm going back to the gym next month thank fucking god, I can't wait. Hopefully I can get to 99 lbs and keep it at that, it shouldn't be that hard if I'm burning everything off everyday and such, I am passing all of my classes and my grades are decent, so i'm pretty content with those, and hopefully everyone else is doing good, I hope everyone has an enjoyable Christmas and New Years, I'll try to update more often.