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i feel so..umm maybe i'll just say SO MUCH BETTER! i don't have to take anymore bullshit.and i've gotten a few things off of my shoulder i had wanted to get off for a while.a shitty friendship.and everyone else thinks it's over a party.aha.that was just a sign,guess i wasn't cool enough for that cat.i don't party like her,and all.oh well.it's for the best.i should've done what i did a while ago though, really. would've saved me a lot of shit.but it's done!!now i just have to get through a year of dorming with her.i met this other girl.seems nice.and i know i'll meet more people.just not anticipating it.it makes things worse.god i've sounded like a loser lately.finally catching up on everything.have no money - but that's like always.i spend it.but recently on things i probably couldn't live without now anyway.i still want the black razor phone badly.after the party.the party that's family only now with a few exceptions.and thats how it's going to be.i think it would be better off that way anyway.am i right?
anyways.i'm hungr.and am probably going out to the diner with jon if he doesn't hate me right now for not callling him back like 30 minutes ago.
anyways.i'm hungr.and am probably going out to the diner with jon if he doesn't hate me right now for not callling him back like 30 minutes ago.