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He's back in the hospital again. He was out for a bit of Christmas (4 hours) but then didn't feel good so he had to go back. I'm going to visit him in an hour.
I wish everyone would stop calling me and knocking on the door.
I don't want to talk to them and I don't want their sympathy. I've never spoken to you in my life. I don't want comfort from you.
It's times like this I wish i had a boyfriend. I know that sounds dumb because my friends could offer me the same comfort. I just feel weird that way though.
Whatever. I just want to go home.
But I don't.
I think I just don't want to be anywhere right now.
I wish everyone would stop calling me and knocking on the door.
I don't want to talk to them and I don't want their sympathy. I've never spoken to you in my life. I don't want comfort from you.
It's times like this I wish i had a boyfriend. I know that sounds dumb because my friends could offer me the same comfort. I just feel weird that way though.
Whatever. I just want to go home.
But I don't.
I think I just don't want to be anywhere right now.