Radio Silence
I can't take it any more.
Tadpole wasn't even an hour old when someone on my flist sent a copy of the post to April. I'm not sure what you're trying to accomplish, exactly - did you think we weren't going to tell her? She knew we were on our way to the birthing center before you did.
I have this beautiful new life to nurture and care for now, and I'm not going to let a Cylon steal that pleasure from me. You want to steal my web log? You want to take this community away from me? Have it. You're not getting anything else.
I'd like to wax poetic about karma and all that shit but I'm sure you think you're doing the right thing. I'm sure you're proud of what you've done to me. Hell, I hope you are - at least one of us should be getting some pleasure out of this.
For the non-Cylons on my flist... I'm so sorry that you've had to witness this, and I'm sorry that I'm capitulating and letting this person rob us of our community here. i hope you all know and believe that this was never what I wanted. I didn't tell April about our pregnancy because it wasn't mine to tell. You can disagree with me all you like but I hope I've never done anything to hurt you. I am so deeply sorry and it's not without a lot of thought and many, many tears that I give up something that's been so important a part of my life for the last decade. I hope it's not totally unrealistic to hope that some of the relationships I have with you can be continued in other venues. I also know it's going to take me awhile to wean myself off the habit of reading all your journals... but this journal is over.
I'm so sorry. Keep in touch if you want to. And please, if our virtual time together has provided no other value to you, please learn from my mistakes and trust no one.
ETA: Please understand that this is in no way personal, except with the person who made it personal.
Tadpole wasn't even an hour old when someone on my flist sent a copy of the post to April. I'm not sure what you're trying to accomplish, exactly - did you think we weren't going to tell her? She knew we were on our way to the birthing center before you did.
I have this beautiful new life to nurture and care for now, and I'm not going to let a Cylon steal that pleasure from me. You want to steal my web log? You want to take this community away from me? Have it. You're not getting anything else.
I'd like to wax poetic about karma and all that shit but I'm sure you think you're doing the right thing. I'm sure you're proud of what you've done to me. Hell, I hope you are - at least one of us should be getting some pleasure out of this.
For the non-Cylons on my flist... I'm so sorry that you've had to witness this, and I'm sorry that I'm capitulating and letting this person rob us of our community here. i hope you all know and believe that this was never what I wanted. I didn't tell April about our pregnancy because it wasn't mine to tell. You can disagree with me all you like but I hope I've never done anything to hurt you. I am so deeply sorry and it's not without a lot of thought and many, many tears that I give up something that's been so important a part of my life for the last decade. I hope it's not totally unrealistic to hope that some of the relationships I have with you can be continued in other venues. I also know it's going to take me awhile to wean myself off the habit of reading all your journals... but this journal is over.
I'm so sorry. Keep in touch if you want to. And please, if our virtual time together has provided no other value to you, please learn from my mistakes and trust no one.
ETA: Please understand that this is in no way personal, except with the person who made it personal.