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[9thatpine]

so pretty much i have no idea what's going on. I keep finding myself making excuses and shit and I don't know what the real reasons are. I really want things to work out and I don't know why I can't do that. Or if it's even my fault. Or what. I have no idea. And I really really wanna figure it out. Because this pretty much sucks. being single and shit. agh. except I don't know how to fix it. Maybe if I just go into something with the attitude that I'm gonna be open minded and not find shitty things wrong or whatever stupid thing it is that I'm doing. I feel like i'm missing out though, and I need to get it the hell together so I don't miss out anymore. Maybe I'm retarded. agh

Don't worry now, don't worry now, don't worry cuz it's all under control. Don't worry cuz it will all turn around