live changes and so do i
Today started out like crap and ended up good. I'm realizing who are the true friends that I can rely on for stuff. I've been attempting to avoid the homo crowd as I need to become 100% in the skin that I am before I can peruse anything ever. I will re-evaluate myself around my birthday and see how it is going. Moving Saturday, wow so much has happened this year. It makes me sad whenever I close a chapter in my life, but I know so many more are waiting to be written, and I'm just exited about what pictures and stories I have to unfold.
Recently, I realized that my biggest mistakes were letting myself have lust control my life. I wanted so much for a connection that I let lust be enough for me, that is why most of my relationships are the 1-3 year range. I want someone eventually but not anyone, they have to be the person that I would rather die then live my life without. You know the storybook kinda stuff.
Starting a new, growing myself in many ways. This is the new chapter of my book. I never really communicated with anyone, I did via im, email, and the easy way. I think I have a new friend that I can finally communicate with. This person has been wonderful in helping me though the end of this chapter of my life. I think this is a start of a new amazing friendship as they have an incredible amount of similar interests and personality.
More to come after the move.
Recently, I realized that my biggest mistakes were letting myself have lust control my life. I wanted so much for a connection that I let lust be enough for me, that is why most of my relationships are the 1-3 year range. I want someone eventually but not anyone, they have to be the person that I would rather die then live my life without. You know the storybook kinda stuff.
Starting a new, growing myself in many ways. This is the new chapter of my book. I never really communicated with anyone, I did via im, email, and the easy way. I think I have a new friend that I can finally communicate with. This person has been wonderful in helping me though the end of this chapter of my life. I think this is a start of a new amazing friendship as they have an incredible amount of similar interests and personality.
More to come after the move.