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it was the best 9 months and some ive ever lived in my life an i did a stupid thing an my consequence was the end of it an i hate my self every second of the day for it, an regret it with all my heart. I wish there were something i could do to get her back, since shes what fills the holes in my heart an with out her im empty an lonely an nothing but a loser, shes my sunshine my love my eyes my mind my actions an most of all shes the love of my life. i hate crying an im tired of crying it just deteriates what ever is left of my heart. Every thing i try to do to patch it or repair it just increases the rate of how much i miss an how much i need her. How i wish upon a star that she an i were heart to heart. :( oh how i miss her. If any one who reads this has a love in their life in which they love oh so deeply i suggest hold on to it for ever an ever. Because once its gone 90% of the time its impossible to recover. Im never going to give up on her an always try to have hope in my love life. One thing i have always been to her was faithful neve ever did i cheat nor want to cheat. I just wish things were different an would work out. i would do ne thing she asked of me to be with her. her presents alone with her near me is the greatest.I love her always and forever.
Love COdy :(
Love COdy :(