i was mistaken

[9ic]

stupidly and naively, at the start of january:

UNBLUE

yes means no
and no means yes
all that you throw
to me seems like a test

i feel intimidated
so i go act all jaded
to make it look
like i'm not hooked on you

but even tho
you make me feel like this
i don't know
why but i become in bliss

i feel so liberated
all this time he was overrated
you set me free
i'm finally unblue

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why i saw from the start
that you're the kind of guy that i keep falling in love with

you go about
like you just don't care
cant help but doubt
if there is something there

you make things complicated
can't you see that time is wasted
you're the crook
who came and took my heart

but even tho
you make me feel like this
i don't know
why but i become in bliss

i feel so liberated
all along he was overrated
you set me free
i'm finally unblue

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why i felt from the start
that you're the kind of guy that i could fall in love with

you're a big bulk of a mystery to me
what's inside you i just can't seem to see
while everybody else is moving forward
you're the only one who's stepping back
tell me what is it that's so hard
(why) can't you cut me some slack

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why i knew from the start
that you're the kind of guy that i keep falling in love with

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why right from the start
i felt that you're the guy that i could fall in love with

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why right from the start
i felt that you're the guy that i would fall in love with
hmmm, maybe i already did

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why right from the start
i knew that you're the guy that i could fall in love with
and maybe i already did

i know that i can be fickle minded
i know that i always have a change of heart
but what i don't know is why right from the start
i knew that you're the guy that i would fall in love with
hmmm...oh no, i already did

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how the tide (may ganun din ba sa river? hehe) can change after such a measly amount of time....

now that february is about to end:

Im pissed ya know
So im letting u go
Go ahead
And make more friends
Play them, then
Try to make amends

‘you don’t deserve me’
such a sentiment
mustve been sent
to u times infinity
or beyond
coz everyone
who wants some fun
is oh-so-fond
of u
but then who
would fin’ly do
what you did to
many, like me, too

thought it’s me
wished it’s me
but hey that’s stupidity

gosh u suck
so much luck
on ur side
that’s y ur snide

but I guess ur the best
when it comes to being a pest
a pest brilliant w girls
coz u twirl
all of our hearts n a whirl

shet I hate
that it’s late
and I can no longer wait
wait 4 u
coz u do
not have what would tru-
ly turn me
eternally
unblue