Jul 23, 2008 23:03
I've learned something, and maybe It may or not been intentional to act towards you like I did, I am sorry for the shit I put you through and how upset I made you. The truth is I do love you and sometimes I have second thoughts and I question myself because I guess I've never been in this long of a relationship to question weather or not I have a commitment problem. but I am sorry and I will and I still always love you, no matter what I will always be close to you.
I've started buying a lot of stuff for my room, I got a comforter, pillows, sheets, laptop bag, ect.. I'm really excited. I got a big storage trunk today too! I've been wanting one for a while and it's really nice. I figure I'll keep shoes and what ever else in there. I have to send in my macbook pro to apple, it seems the headphone jack is not working or it's very low, I guess I'll be without a computer for a week :(
I've been really trying to get to the city and bk lately but since I am not working right now I've been a bit low on cash but I will get in sometime next week, I miss a lot of people (ahem sandra, dom, kristine, levi...). Though I will be moving in soon, still I want to see some familiar faces.
one more thing I need to add is thank you kelly rymer, if I did not have you in my life or know you I don't know how I would deal with things, or what my life would be like. I can not even begin to describe how much I appreciate, love and what I would give up for you. thank you for always being there for me, really I love you.