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[99rotulli]

what a screwed up week, and what an odd day. today wasnt so bad especially when compared to the rest of the week so far. a lot has happened, and a lot has changed, and i am a different person than i was this time last week, and even more so than i was this time a month ago, and holy shit you should have seen me 6 weeks ago. any way my point is, a lot has happened and im a different person and my life is taking a turn in a direction that i would have never seen coming. im not sure where i will be this time next year, i dont know whta i will be doing, and i dont what will be going on, and thats both exciting and very scary. wow. this week has been a great week for my friendships, i learned who my really good friends are and who the shit friends are and who the people that just kinda show up and take credit for being my friends. i would like to personally thank sara more than anyone else she has been ther for me when no one else was. i needed a friend and everyone backed out except her. i would also like to thank erica, she always listens to what i say and gives me a good and (hopefully) honest answer back, and she also seems to care about what happens in my life and i really respect that. too many people only care about themselves. i also want to say how excited i am, i plan on going to italy, liechtenstein, switzerland, and germany next spring with erica benson. what fun that will be. and you cant forget adam. hes been a great guy, always the same nice relaxed self too. katarina has been good to me also for being concerned about my welfare and my going to germany. other people however dont give two shits about me and wonder why the hell ive been so tense and angry lately. well lets see, my life only took a 180 degree turn, my biggest dream, my greatest goal has been crushed with no chance of redemtion. oh also before i forget anyone else, i want to thank anyone who basically showed concern for me going to germany, i hear negative stuff all the time about my passion for going and i really liked it when someone said how sorry they were to hear that im not in.

so my dad bought a brand new acura TL, and oh my god is it nice. its brand new and top of the line and FAST. i want one, i decided that the way my money making has been going i could afford one easily. thats soo cool. i want to enjoy the finer things in life more often. as in nice fast cars, good cigars, and all that.

ok im getting tired and i want to try and buy something online with my debit card, so peace out