To hell with optimism
My last post ended on a pretty light note with me promising to finish my story, regardless of my own reluctance. I think it would be fair to call that post 'optimistic' and by that definition, this post is definitley pessimistic.
I am having so much trouble finding time to finish my story that I am not writing it. I'm so worried that in my rush to get a chapter up I'll end up compromising the quality of the story itself. I don't want to write a crappy end to a story that's been in the works for over 2 years. So, I apologize to all of you, in advance. This chapter is going to be late.
I understand that it's extremely hard to follow a story with such a twisted plot when I update so seldomly but I really can't find a way around it. I sleep about 4-5 hours a night on a regular basis and spend most of my waking moments trying to study and often, end up on youtube instead. I didn't think that balancing university life with writing would be so difficult but it is getting a little stressful (especially with exams and essays this and next week).
WRITING WRITING WRITING.
UGH.
WHY DO YOU REQUIRE SO MUCH EFFORT?
do any of you writers feel the same way? Please tell me if you do - I would love to know that I'm not just a nutcase XD
I am having so much trouble finding time to finish my story that I am not writing it. I'm so worried that in my rush to get a chapter up I'll end up compromising the quality of the story itself. I don't want to write a crappy end to a story that's been in the works for over 2 years. So, I apologize to all of you, in advance. This chapter is going to be late.
I understand that it's extremely hard to follow a story with such a twisted plot when I update so seldomly but I really can't find a way around it. I sleep about 4-5 hours a night on a regular basis and spend most of my waking moments trying to study and often, end up on youtube instead. I didn't think that balancing university life with writing would be so difficult but it is getting a little stressful (especially with exams and essays this and next week).
WRITING WRITING WRITING.
UGH.
WHY DO YOU REQUIRE SO MUCH EFFORT?
do any of you writers feel the same way? Please tell me if you do - I would love to know that I'm not just a nutcase XD