easy come easy go? i think not
our kitten died this morning just like keiko did. she lost control of her body. i feel so horrible because i woke up and felt a big circle of wetness where she had been sleeping so i stripped my bed and took her from hilary's room and put her in her box because i thought she peed on my bed. my mom says that when she left for work the kitten was sleeping but looked weak and she had pooped on the towels in there. now, i was up stripping my bed at about 6 or 7am and when i picked her up and put her in the cage she looked normal and i wasnt worried. but at about 9am i heard hilary saying "the kit-en died" loudly on the phone with my mom. i thought i was maybe having a bad dream and i didnt beleiveit until she came inand gave the phone to me and mom told me. i wanted to cry when she told me but i didnt want to worry my mom. after hilary left i went and looked in the cage and she was laying on her side stretched out in the back of the litter pan and her eyes were a little open and so was her mouth. she looked like she was in pain. now im mad at myself for not looking more closely at her when i put her in the box. i would have let her sleep on my bed or in my lap just to be comortable. it makes me so sad to know that she died alone in a box full of poop and pee. when i patted her she was stiff and i half expected she would flick her ear when i touchced it but it didnt move. she was the new highlight of my life-someone else to spend my lonely days with! now i feel overwhelmed by secrets and mysteries from yesterday and today and wondering what else i dont know that will happen to me next. i want to go pat her again because dad is going to burry her when he gets home. she was so cute and it made my family so happy she was there with us. im atleast glad she got to spend time in a comfortable house with plenty of food and water and comfy places to sit or sleep. i just cant believe shes gone. she just got here