May 21, 2005 21:04
i am so happy ive found chris, or he found me rather. we're like 2 halves of one whole truly. when ive doubted myself he brought me back up and last night i was able to do the same thing for me. he told me that he liked me alot and that i was there for him. he even liked the song lyrics to iris by the goo goo dolls i sent him the other night. i was afraid he might have been offended by them but he wasnt.
And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now
Verse 2
And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Verse 3
And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Chorus
And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
Chorus
I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
so i was relieved. i cant stop thinking about him. i made his picture my icon just so i can get the image of his face in my mind (even though its a bit blurry) so i can have a face to all the day dreams i have about him. hes so perfect to me now, i cant believe i might have not wanted this because our potential children wouldnt look much like me. i now think that is selfish and i dont care what he looks like, or any other guy who comes my way for that matter, looks like as long as he likes me, appreciates me, and eventually loves me.