With the deepest sincerity
This one goes out to someone very important to me, I think you know who you are.
I want to start out by saying, that first and for most I love you. I understand why your feeling the way that you are, and I do not blame you. Infact you are right in feeling the way you do, you are not in the wrong, I am. I just wanted a chance to explain my side, so that you could perhaps understand.
I never wanted to hurt you, or upset you in any way. When I was anti ed and wrote papers on it, gave speeches, looked up information, and talked to you that was not bull shit. When I started dieting to try and prove to you and Sara that there was a healthy way to loose weight, that is in all honesty why I started dieting. However, I was weak, and I let myself fall into unhealthy ways. I did not mean for it to happen, but it did, and it is completly my own doing. Although, it is not right or healthy either way the severity is minimul.
I completly understand if you don't believe me, or don't understand, but I am not trying to be a hypocrite. I still dislike ed's not because of anything that has happend to me, but because of you. I understand I don't have much ground to stand on and I am not trying to take a high and mighty position. What I'm saying is that I will be fine, what happens to me well frankly, it really doesn't matter. What matters is how you are doing, if you are ok. I would weigh 300 lbs for the rest of my life if it meant you being ok. So yes, technically I am a hypocrite, but really I just care about you and your well being more than mine, and you should too. I'm going to be fine, I'm nothing to worry about, your well being is what matters, and what you need to focus on.
I love you, our friendship means a lot to me. Please don't worry about me, worry about you! I'm sorry for any unpleasant feelings I caused you. Just remember I'm sorry, I'm fine, and I love you.
-Paige-
I want to start out by saying, that first and for most I love you. I understand why your feeling the way that you are, and I do not blame you. Infact you are right in feeling the way you do, you are not in the wrong, I am. I just wanted a chance to explain my side, so that you could perhaps understand.
I never wanted to hurt you, or upset you in any way. When I was anti ed and wrote papers on it, gave speeches, looked up information, and talked to you that was not bull shit. When I started dieting to try and prove to you and Sara that there was a healthy way to loose weight, that is in all honesty why I started dieting. However, I was weak, and I let myself fall into unhealthy ways. I did not mean for it to happen, but it did, and it is completly my own doing. Although, it is not right or healthy either way the severity is minimul.
I completly understand if you don't believe me, or don't understand, but I am not trying to be a hypocrite. I still dislike ed's not because of anything that has happend to me, but because of you. I understand I don't have much ground to stand on and I am not trying to take a high and mighty position. What I'm saying is that I will be fine, what happens to me well frankly, it really doesn't matter. What matters is how you are doing, if you are ok. I would weigh 300 lbs for the rest of my life if it meant you being ok. So yes, technically I am a hypocrite, but really I just care about you and your well being more than mine, and you should too. I'm going to be fine, I'm nothing to worry about, your well being is what matters, and what you need to focus on.
I love you, our friendship means a lot to me. Please don't worry about me, worry about you! I'm sorry for any unpleasant feelings I caused you. Just remember I'm sorry, I'm fine, and I love you.
-Paige-