what's going on?
So first entry with my first ed livejoural that i've always wanted.
even though i'm not good enough to have and ed just ednos but that will be changed soon.
my cw is 108 (18.5) my lw is 105 and my gw is 97 for now anyways we will see if i'm skinny enough when i get there.
anyways i'm a fun pretty outgoing person. I love meeting new people and doing what i'm not suppose to but looking like a good girl on the outside, for others sake. today i did bad i got on the scale for the first time in forever and realized i only gained a pound since the last time i weighed myself after going a wall for awhile. tomorrow and every other day will be different though. i can't stand looking at myself in the mirror. actually i can't stand anything and this is just one of the ways i'm choosing to deal. so whatev. I quit smoking that w during the week because thats the only thing that effs me up. whatever thats all for now...off to join a comunity!
even though i'm not good enough to have and ed just ednos but that will be changed soon.
my cw is 108 (18.5) my lw is 105 and my gw is 97 for now anyways we will see if i'm skinny enough when i get there.
anyways i'm a fun pretty outgoing person. I love meeting new people and doing what i'm not suppose to but looking like a good girl on the outside, for others sake. today i did bad i got on the scale for the first time in forever and realized i only gained a pound since the last time i weighed myself after going a wall for awhile. tomorrow and every other day will be different though. i can't stand looking at myself in the mirror. actually i can't stand anything and this is just one of the ways i'm choosing to deal. so whatev. I quit smoking that w during the week because thats the only thing that effs me up. whatever thats all for now...off to join a comunity!