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well davey's back...but he's really messed up emotionally. some really fucked up shit happened in jail and he can't talk to me about it...and he talks to me about everything. he says if he were to die it would be a relief, and he's NEVER like that. the cops and everyone in charge in jail were such dicks and stuff, they kept making fun of him and calling him a fucking tweaker and shit even though he's been clean for 6 months. and while we were in court today waiting to get his information these bitches were making fun of him. it just depressed me that i'm so upset for him and HE'S comforting ME when it should be the other way around. but there's nothing i can do or say to cheer him up anyway. plus he has like over $4,000 in fines he has to pay, fines such as "sign up fee for drug classes" and "probation officer fee" i mean wtf it's not like he asked for all of this shit. he's upset that he has to do so much work, and if he doesn't pay it in time he'll go to jail for 3 months. the only reason he took the classes and probation and all the bullshit was because of me, because he didn't want me to be lonely with him in jail. i just wish there was something i could do...

don't do drugs, don't even think about doing drugs, they fuck up everything.