it's crazy!!!!?!?!?!?
today i was like um happy, whooooooooo thats like a first time in like um forever. like i said its crazy. i just have such a good feeling about everything now. i have the strongest feeling that me and my boyfriend are going to make it, no matter the distance and no matter what has happened. i still dont think its a good idea for my step- dad to adopt, this creeping feeling just never goes away. anyways school is good, i just go through the days as i have to only talking when i have to. theres the select times when i have a laugh with my friends but other then that im relatively quiet.