Black Day: Like The Falling Leaves

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Author: tixing
Title: Like The Falling Leaves (AO3 mirror)
Base fic: One Day Diary by northofthehouse
Rating: NC-17
Focus: OT3
Length: 2.8k
Summary: New chapters, new beginnings.
Tags: Blowjob references, dirty talk(-ish), phone sex 
Notes: [self-deprecating talk]This really fucking sucked to write, and it was really hard, and I know it doesn’t make any sense, but I was trying something new

Comments

RE: WHY

[tixing]

"Did Yixing and Yifan ever get it on" DID THEY GET IT ON THAT IS AN EXCELLENT QUESTION (my inner fanxing shipper is showing here) gOD I really love to bits, really that you even asked this god I'm always about mutlishipping, let's be real, like fuck, let's have all the ships and see how many we can cram into the subtext in one fic did I mention how happy I am that you asked this question???? You know what, I imagine, over time, given Yixing would be in the same lab for at least another 3 or 4 years after this fic, and Yifan would be there for another few years, then yeah, they'd probably get together in the end, or at least get it on. An emotinoal bond between the two would form anyway, and maybe, the whole separation thing with the LDR just falling apart, maybe one day Yixing turns around and goes, 'oh my god, I've been single for the past year', you know? But imagine it, Yifan and Yixing being in the lab for hours, late into the night, when no one else is around, and growing close, and stressing together over experiments and papers and studying together, like, shit. Maybe they do get it on eventually. Maybe they don't. I hope they do. It's something I'm quite keen to scream about with you on another platform if you're interested o(≧▽≦)o

Did Jongdae ever have a "study break" with someone else on the side? mAYBE HE DID, again, it's the same thing with Yixing, but like, Obviously Jongdae has Junmyeon all to himself, but wouldn't you resent JM for still trying to keep up with Yixing? The possessiveness would come into play, I feel - idk, I know I left so many questions and open ends when I finished this, and that's something, I think, that made it sadder than it would have been at first. The fact that there's no definite closure is the part that sucks, and it sucked for me as I wrote it, because it just highlighted all the wasted opportunities that the three could have had, the futures, the possibilities, and the could-have-beens. The breaking up part was actually okay, it was just the fact that they all kind of grew out of each other and drifted apart, and only one of them was trying to keep it all together, instead of them being a team.

Why is Junma so loving? I ask this myself as well, all the time jfc. Why can't they just all be happy? yOU KNOW ME TOO, GIRL, ME TOO, but then again, would they really have stayed together? I'm not sure. If Yixing hadn't had moved overseas to do Honours, maybe there would have been a chance. Jealousy is a little shit can be a big factor in all relationships, and unfortunately, suchenlay couldn't deal with it to save themselves, which led to their downfall.

WHY INDEED

We can scream into the ether and write more of this together if you really want tbh bc I just realised I'm still not over this gdi

tixing ♡