i doubt anyone will read it. but i hope you do. it means alot.
when did the definition of Friends change? i thought it was : will always be there for you no matter what, no shit talking. all of a sudden it has become : we will be nice to you when you're around but then we'll talk so much shit about you that we cant contain ourselves... i'm so glad that you have made me the center of your world, because you have nothing better to do with your fucking life. im very suprised i have stayed around you all. maybe because i dont want to loose friends i've had for so damn long. and you've been with me through the divorce/fights/happiness and good times. and i appreciate you if you did something. im very upset to admit that i have a very selected group of people who are actually good listeners and care about something other then themselves. and thank you for that. i cannot believe that a person can be sooo nice to your face and walk off and go talk so much shit about you. its amazing. maybe im overreacting .. but i dont think i am. im not going to break this friendship becuase i think that would be childish becuase i think eventually this will all blow over. but i would just like to let you know how much you have truely hurt me. you can believe what you want about my clothing,personality, or other friends. becuase truelly if you were my friend you wouldnt care about what i wear or dont. thank you . and this isnt against just one person. this is most of my friends except for a few.
and you.. you know who you are. you HATE me ..for NO reason. please come up with a valid excuse to HATE me and then i will see your side of it. im sorry you sulk all the damn time. you have absolutly nothing to sulk about. grow up. Hate is a very strongword. i can honestly say that i do no hate anyone. i might dislike a few .. but not hate. you are just there. you are nobody to me. so really it might seem like it bugs me , but the only reason it does is because you have been telling everyone you hate me. very mature of you by the way. you are such a smart girl i thought you would learn not to fuck with me. please dont make it difficult at upcoming events in our life. i.e birthdays / parties. you wont ruin it for anyone. thank you.
All my friends mean a great deal to me. and i hope you all feel that way no matter how close we are or are not. ive realized i need to meet some new people. actaully im content with my life except for this little hiccup.
i understand you might think that im making a big deal. but now that ive written this , im over it. hopefully you wilol be too.
and you.. you know who you are. you HATE me ..for NO reason. please come up with a valid excuse to HATE me and then i will see your side of it. im sorry you sulk all the damn time. you have absolutly nothing to sulk about. grow up. Hate is a very strongword. i can honestly say that i do no hate anyone. i might dislike a few .. but not hate. you are just there. you are nobody to me. so really it might seem like it bugs me , but the only reason it does is because you have been telling everyone you hate me. very mature of you by the way. you are such a smart girl i thought you would learn not to fuck with me. please dont make it difficult at upcoming events in our life. i.e birthdays / parties. you wont ruin it for anyone. thank you.
All my friends mean a great deal to me. and i hope you all feel that way no matter how close we are or are not. ive realized i need to meet some new people. actaully im content with my life except for this little hiccup.
i understand you might think that im making a big deal. but now that ive written this , im over it. hopefully you wilol be too.