I feel different...somehow
Roger baptized me last night at church. It was amazing. I feel like a great weight has been lifted from me. Theres certain things that don't have any power over me anymore. I feel like the lord is really working in my life more than ever. I've wasted so much time feeling bad over something that I'm beginning to think never really happened and may only have been a figment of my imagination. Maybe it was just a dream that turned into nightmare and then I woke up. I'm forgetting so much. So after the service was over we all went and watched Princess Bride. I can't stand that one guy that keeps saying "Inconceivable." It sounds like fingernails on a chalkboard. I really don't understand why everyone likes that movie so much. Its good, but its not great.
Tonight I'll find out more about my friend who had the anurism and then the kidney or the liver problems. I haven't received a call that he died, so it probably means he's still alive. I guess no news is good news. I keep telling myself that God will take him at the appointed time, whenever that is, but it still feels bad. Hes such a great guy. And why is it always so cold around here? I guess I'm really feeling the cold now that I've lost so much weight. I just don't get hungry very much. And what is this stuff on the hardcore channel? No no, this is not working at all. The beat is all wrong. Come on, faster! Its too cold to type right now. And I can't think of anything else to write. You can stop reading. Stop. Stop it! I'm telling! Oh come on, please stop reading, I'll be your friend. Oh you're mean.
Glory to God in the highest.
Tonight I'll find out more about my friend who had the anurism and then the kidney or the liver problems. I haven't received a call that he died, so it probably means he's still alive. I guess no news is good news. I keep telling myself that God will take him at the appointed time, whenever that is, but it still feels bad. Hes such a great guy. And why is it always so cold around here? I guess I'm really feeling the cold now that I've lost so much weight. I just don't get hungry very much. And what is this stuff on the hardcore channel? No no, this is not working at all. The beat is all wrong. Come on, faster! Its too cold to type right now. And I can't think of anything else to write. You can stop reading. Stop. Stop it! I'm telling! Oh come on, please stop reading, I'll be your friend. Oh you're mean.
Glory to God in the highest.