A few days later...

[8weeksnotme]

Been a few days since I posted, and that's okay. I think I've gotten through the worst of it this time around. I slipped, but I am okay with that. I know that there are plenty of cycles in my future and I will be stronger for those. I went to my therapist and he got me out of the funk pretty handily. I walked in completely down, almost to tears, and by the time I was out of there I was laughing, almost to tears. I don't know if that is just the cycle kind of rebounding a bit or if he is just that amazing. I'll attribute it to him, and not the disease, and that will be helpful.

I actually picked up my guitar today (first time in weeks) that is always a good sign. I don't play as much as I should when I am level or on the up swing, but I totally ignore it when I am down. That isn't surprising I guess but I always feel bad. She just sits their in the corner all sad. And, classes start back this week, so that will help. As long as I can keep from isolating and pick up the phone when I need to, I will be fine.

Anyway, that is all I got for now.

Thanks for letting me share.