Today's Tomorrow
So this this fine day, being yesterday (Hint: check the time -5 in the morning is still the day before >.> <.<-) We celebrated a good friend of mine's birthday. Which was pretty much like every other day, only everyone was extra happy. I find out also today, that I'm "adorable" according to this girl Heather's friend, though being 18 has suddenly become an age to where I'm to young. (I was finally happy to be legal >.<)
Life seems right now as a dull straight line, that isn't changing. Nothing's ever comming my way, and everything is remaining unchanged. I wake up, play wow until other people awake, go out, get stoned, then proceed to either eat and get stoned, or get more stoned then eat. It's getting a bit old, but I've got nowhere else to go, and nothing else to do. Is this a bad thing? =\
I need a girl, and I need to get laid, plain and simple, but as of now, nothing has really caught my interest. Why is it so hard to find a girl I can hold more then 30min conversation with and that can turn me on? There's nothing wrong with simply asking two things from someone... Right? Maybe I've got it wrong, and I have yet to find the way to woo a girl. But lying's out of the way, I see no point in creating a fake relationship about thoughts and ideas that mean and represent nothing about me.
-sigh-
Do I need help? Do I need to just announce to my friends that I'm disowning them? No... I like my friends, I just wish some of them would understand me, rather then comment on everything I do.
Maybe I'm just feeling what every 18 year old guy feels like....
I need to find myself -.-;
Life seems right now as a dull straight line, that isn't changing. Nothing's ever comming my way, and everything is remaining unchanged. I wake up, play wow until other people awake, go out, get stoned, then proceed to either eat and get stoned, or get more stoned then eat. It's getting a bit old, but I've got nowhere else to go, and nothing else to do. Is this a bad thing? =\
I need a girl, and I need to get laid, plain and simple, but as of now, nothing has really caught my interest. Why is it so hard to find a girl I can hold more then 30min conversation with and that can turn me on? There's nothing wrong with simply asking two things from someone... Right? Maybe I've got it wrong, and I have yet to find the way to woo a girl. But lying's out of the way, I see no point in creating a fake relationship about thoughts and ideas that mean and represent nothing about me.
-sigh-
Do I need help? Do I need to just announce to my friends that I'm disowning them? No... I like my friends, I just wish some of them would understand me, rather then comment on everything I do.
Maybe I'm just feeling what every 18 year old guy feels like....
I need to find myself -.-;