SHOCK! REVOLT!
something horrific happened... i cant even believe it....
Its soo surreal and it makes me cry.
Those of you who know what happened, know exactly what happened,
and those of you who dont know what happened, dont know at all.
those of you who know azalea, and were at robins house when i called her there, might know what happened.
Well.. the point is.. its too personal to post here but if you want to know ask me and i might tell you, and if you are a close friend, i will tell you for sure...
im really scared.. so many things are going through my head at once...
im really worried about what is going through SOME ONES head right now..
im not going to name names...
im frightened about some one reading this and getting hurt.
im frightened about some one reading this and talking to me about it.. which i know they might..
im scared that if that some one reads this they will know exactly who i am talking about, and they proabably will...
just promise me you dont leave this cruel FUCKED UP world without talking to me first.......
i beg you of this... that would crush me into dust.
im sorry that we have to go through this, and im sorry especially for you that you have to go through this.
mistakes lead to tragedy sometimes.... and i iknow you didnt mean to go this far...
i would do anything to be able to take this back.
IM SO GLAD THAT NO ONE GOT PHYSICALLY HUURT.
or else they might have to physically hurt you..
if you, you know who you are, are reading this..... please dont hurt yourself, and try to be calm....
i dont know if you knew i knew about this, but dont get mad.. i needed to know...
please dont be mad because it is nothing to be mad about.....
please try to take care of yourself in the time being.. because i dont know if i am allowed to see you for a long while...
people are scared and disturbed and im sorry that you felt this way and did what you did..
DONT WORRY ABOUT ME.
worry about yourself..... and please promise me, even if you go to jail, we will always keep in touch..
I FUCKING LOVE YOU and i dont want bad things to happen to you....
please please please help yourself... do what it takes.. get help.
GET FUCKING HELP.
i love you please do this for me.....
dont you dare inflict pain on yourself or i will feel really lost...
Im sorry for you that read this that have nothing to do with this, because it is frankly quite boring and such if you dont know what is going on....
Thank you azalea and Kassie SOOO MUCH for helpiing be there for me.
i love you sooo much.
and YOU who i shall not name.... i love you as well, and i will always.... it pains me to see that you have gotten yourself into so much harm.....
please, i know you feel regret... at least i believe you do... but just be lucky that no one got killed...
welll i need sleep....... goodnight.... this wont be better in the morning.. but ill do some thinking...
thank god tonight is friday.....................
and im not sure if im happy that you have read this or not..
time will tell what is coming next....
im scared to know, but curious at the same time.. we will see........
Its soo surreal and it makes me cry.
Those of you who know what happened, know exactly what happened,
and those of you who dont know what happened, dont know at all.
those of you who know azalea, and were at robins house when i called her there, might know what happened.
Well.. the point is.. its too personal to post here but if you want to know ask me and i might tell you, and if you are a close friend, i will tell you for sure...
im really scared.. so many things are going through my head at once...
im really worried about what is going through SOME ONES head right now..
im not going to name names...
im frightened about some one reading this and getting hurt.
im frightened about some one reading this and talking to me about it.. which i know they might..
im scared that if that some one reads this they will know exactly who i am talking about, and they proabably will...
just promise me you dont leave this cruel FUCKED UP world without talking to me first.......
i beg you of this... that would crush me into dust.
im sorry that we have to go through this, and im sorry especially for you that you have to go through this.
mistakes lead to tragedy sometimes.... and i iknow you didnt mean to go this far...
i would do anything to be able to take this back.
IM SO GLAD THAT NO ONE GOT PHYSICALLY HUURT.
or else they might have to physically hurt you..
if you, you know who you are, are reading this..... please dont hurt yourself, and try to be calm....
i dont know if you knew i knew about this, but dont get mad.. i needed to know...
please dont be mad because it is nothing to be mad about.....
please try to take care of yourself in the time being.. because i dont know if i am allowed to see you for a long while...
people are scared and disturbed and im sorry that you felt this way and did what you did..
DONT WORRY ABOUT ME.
worry about yourself..... and please promise me, even if you go to jail, we will always keep in touch..
I FUCKING LOVE YOU and i dont want bad things to happen to you....
please please please help yourself... do what it takes.. get help.
GET FUCKING HELP.
i love you please do this for me.....
dont you dare inflict pain on yourself or i will feel really lost...
Im sorry for you that read this that have nothing to do with this, because it is frankly quite boring and such if you dont know what is going on....
Thank you azalea and Kassie SOOO MUCH for helpiing be there for me.
i love you sooo much.
and YOU who i shall not name.... i love you as well, and i will always.... it pains me to see that you have gotten yourself into so much harm.....
please, i know you feel regret... at least i believe you do... but just be lucky that no one got killed...
welll i need sleep....... goodnight.... this wont be better in the morning.. but ill do some thinking...
thank god tonight is friday.....................
and im not sure if im happy that you have read this or not..
time will tell what is coming next....
im scared to know, but curious at the same time.. we will see........