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if you want me to take back what i said, i won't. i didn't explain ymself, you don't get it. try to be alittle more understanding in your critisizm. if you've got anything else to say, go gossip about it, don't fucking say anything to me.
today i had my heart ripped out. a pain i thought i'd felt, but had never had the pleasure of until now. making everything i thought about love untrue. i hate you for the way you've made me ache, but i can never deny that i love you.
a loss of interest would have been bearable, walking away would have been reasonable. but the thought of you in another's arms makes me scream until my vocal cords plead for mercy. i don't know how it was so easy for you to leave me.
a pain deep enough to drown in, a place i've never been. this because i was needy and stepped back willingly. i don't know what to do, 16 year old love never felt so fake, your voice never left me so cold.
today i had my heart ripped out. a pain i thought i'd felt, but had never had the pleasure of until now. making everything i thought about love untrue. i hate you for the way you've made me ache, but i can never deny that i love you.
a loss of interest would have been bearable, walking away would have been reasonable. but the thought of you in another's arms makes me scream until my vocal cords plead for mercy. i don't know how it was so easy for you to leave me.
a pain deep enough to drown in, a place i've never been. this because i was needy and stepped back willingly. i don't know what to do, 16 year old love never felt so fake, your voice never left me so cold.