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the first day of school is done and over with. the hard part is over. now its just keeping my mouth shut and working my ass off for the rest of the year. to be honest..i'm glad i don't have many friends in class, they're a distraction.
and jsut fyi, still remains kicked ass. it was intense. jake is amazing, i love watching him dance. hanging with lee was fun although stressful. but it wasn't lee, it was everyone else.
i feel so sick. my dad...yea my DAD, said to write down what was wrong, symptoms, what i felt about it all, and blah blah.then he said to give it to him and he'd call the doctor to talk about it with them...and i said no. i'd rather he didn't. i don't want to talk to my father about such things. i can see him using them against me. so i said i would be more comfortable with becky than him. and of course he got mad. i said it the nicest way possible and he got pissed. fuck him. if there were half the things wrong with him that were bothering me, he would be at the doctors tomorrow. when its him, its his number one priority to get it fixed. when its me, its whenever its conveinient for him. i will never be a parent like that...maybe he doesn't realize how shitty he is.
oh well. 2nd day of school and i already don't care. buahahah!
and jsut fyi, still remains kicked ass. it was intense. jake is amazing, i love watching him dance. hanging with lee was fun although stressful. but it wasn't lee, it was everyone else.
i feel so sick. my dad...yea my DAD, said to write down what was wrong, symptoms, what i felt about it all, and blah blah.then he said to give it to him and he'd call the doctor to talk about it with them...and i said no. i'd rather he didn't. i don't want to talk to my father about such things. i can see him using them against me. so i said i would be more comfortable with becky than him. and of course he got mad. i said it the nicest way possible and he got pissed. fuck him. if there were half the things wrong with him that were bothering me, he would be at the doctors tomorrow. when its him, its his number one priority to get it fixed. when its me, its whenever its conveinient for him. i will never be a parent like that...maybe he doesn't realize how shitty he is.
oh well. 2nd day of school and i already don't care. buahahah!