men...
so.
he's a great guy
a little clingy sometimes, but such a good guy
then y do i feel like im annoying him wen im not with him?
so hes allowed to call/text me but if i reciprocate thats a bad thing?
i dont like one word answers and i dont like feeling judged
yes ive been out alot lately and drinking a bit.
so last nite was a little much
but im not a fucking alcoholic/partier
he just happened to meet me at a point when im letting loose alot
but if i tell him that he gets all skeptical
dude, i dont judge him bc of his past
i dont act like im disappointed in him if he fucks up
which is alot!
i let him push me around
i drive him around all the time
im always going up there to see him even though he lives in buttfuck
im supporting him in everything he does
im complementing him all the time
i tell him the whole truth and nothing but the truth
which is a BIG first bc im used to trying to be someone else around a guy so he likes me
but i dont feel like i have to do that with him
most of the time
but then when im with him its a whole different story
hes sweet and affectionate and he tells me im beautiful
he respects my boundaries and who i am
he acts like hes the luckiest guy in the world to be with me
until i leave and the whole thing starts again
i dunno wat to do
maybe im complaining about nothing
i hope so
cuz im not spending my last summer of freedom dealing with boy crap
i dont need that right now
sigh...
maybe i should just keep my options open for now
and not get so involved
advice?
xo
he's a great guy
a little clingy sometimes, but such a good guy
then y do i feel like im annoying him wen im not with him?
so hes allowed to call/text me but if i reciprocate thats a bad thing?
i dont like one word answers and i dont like feeling judged
yes ive been out alot lately and drinking a bit.
so last nite was a little much
but im not a fucking alcoholic/partier
he just happened to meet me at a point when im letting loose alot
but if i tell him that he gets all skeptical
dude, i dont judge him bc of his past
i dont act like im disappointed in him if he fucks up
which is alot!
i let him push me around
i drive him around all the time
im always going up there to see him even though he lives in buttfuck
im supporting him in everything he does
im complementing him all the time
i tell him the whole truth and nothing but the truth
which is a BIG first bc im used to trying to be someone else around a guy so he likes me
but i dont feel like i have to do that with him
most of the time
but then when im with him its a whole different story
hes sweet and affectionate and he tells me im beautiful
he respects my boundaries and who i am
he acts like hes the luckiest guy in the world to be with me
until i leave and the whole thing starts again
i dunno wat to do
maybe im complaining about nothing
i hope so
cuz im not spending my last summer of freedom dealing with boy crap
i dont need that right now
sigh...
maybe i should just keep my options open for now
and not get so involved
advice?
xo