fallin' yes i am fallin'
Oh wow. I think thatis the appropriate response to the movie that I watched last night for the great price of $2! Of course, I am talking about Across the Universe, which, if I haven't actually said it, was amazing. I kid you not. Twas magnificent!! However, it made me just want to go back home and do my own thing, we'll see what happens. The future ia rather uncleas at the moment, but to honest with you, I'm ok with it. I'm petrified, and anxious, but for the first time I'm not planning for the future. I don't want to know what will happen! It isn't that I don't care what will happen, I care very much; the anxiety was getting to much to handle is all. It was like something was ripping me apart from the inside and every time i took a breath I had to hold on to my sides so that I wouldn't fall apart. Whatever it is, what's coming is already on its way so there's nothing else I can do but let it come. That is my brief epiphany for the 2:25pm hour on a snowy Sunday afternoon before my third round of college finals. I hope it was eye opening to others as well as myself.