"Hey Lush, have fun. It's the weekend"

[8mm_and_3pieces]

So the frost covering my window is giving this really cool lighting effect in my room. Really soft and grey. Mini is asleep in my bed. I have this one TBS song on repeat. It's a nice setting.

Hanging out with Mini and Ashley tonight. Probably a movie night.

It seems like everyone is going through what I've been going through. I'm only happy when with people I care about. We went to the Living Room last night, and it killed me to realize that shows don't make me happy anymore. That empty feeling is still there. It won't go away and I don't expect it to. I've just learned to live with it. I'm lost at sea, but I can't be the only one. That would just be cruel.

Just think of this and me
As just a few of the many things
To lie around,
To clutter up your shelves
And I wish you weren't worth the wait
Cause there are some things
That I'd like to say to you

And I don't think that you know
What you've been missing
Cause I don't think that you know
What you've been missing

And I dare you to forget
The marks you left across my neck
From those nights when we were both found at our best
Now I could make this obvious and you,
You could deny me
All in one breath
You could shrug me off your shoulders