"Where disappointment and regret collide"
Stayed home today. I don't feel well, maybe because the last thing in my stomach was a NyQuil and a glass of grape juice.
I wish I could explain what I'm feeling. Severe apathy doesn't cover it because I'm only apathetic to a few things. Bored works too. I don't know. I feel like I've fucked things up for some reason. Things could've been so different but there's no point in dwelling on the past. It'll just make things worse.
Staring out the window of somebody's pickup truck.
Well I nevermind the boredom cause I use it for a crutch
Just to get me to that plane. It's a different state of sane.
And everytime I try to change I always end up quite the same,
Thinking back to happier days when everyone was ignorant
And all the kids behaved but me and my friends and the ice-cream man.
That was our existence, that was our clan.
This one goes out to the friends I never had.
Hey, I don't understand it but I'd like to anyway.
Hey, I don't understand it but I like it anyway.
Hey, I don't understand but I like you anyway. Hey, I don't understand.
Shelter in the city we decided to go in and I gave a man some money,
Yeah, to buy heroin but the homeless guy returned and he gave me back a dime
He said, "Put it in your sock my friend and save it for another time."
But lessons are learned and later unlearned.
If he knew then what he knows now, well, He could rule the world.
But I'm not one to judge what happened yesterday
Cause I got me, I got myself my future is at stake
This one goes out to...
Catch 22.This One Goes Out To...
I wish I could explain what I'm feeling. Severe apathy doesn't cover it because I'm only apathetic to a few things. Bored works too. I don't know. I feel like I've fucked things up for some reason. Things could've been so different but there's no point in dwelling on the past. It'll just make things worse.
Staring out the window of somebody's pickup truck.
Well I nevermind the boredom cause I use it for a crutch
Just to get me to that plane. It's a different state of sane.
And everytime I try to change I always end up quite the same,
Thinking back to happier days when everyone was ignorant
And all the kids behaved but me and my friends and the ice-cream man.
That was our existence, that was our clan.
This one goes out to the friends I never had.
Hey, I don't understand it but I'd like to anyway.
Hey, I don't understand it but I like it anyway.
Hey, I don't understand but I like you anyway. Hey, I don't understand.
Shelter in the city we decided to go in and I gave a man some money,
Yeah, to buy heroin but the homeless guy returned and he gave me back a dime
He said, "Put it in your sock my friend and save it for another time."
But lessons are learned and later unlearned.
If he knew then what he knows now, well, He could rule the world.
But I'm not one to judge what happened yesterday
Cause I got me, I got myself my future is at stake
This one goes out to...
Catch 22.This One Goes Out To...