i hate you
i havent updated in a while. i guess it was last thursday...god a lot has happened.
thursday night my sister, eliza who lives in illinois called and said she wanted to see me. so since i didnt want to drive 6 hours to see her and neither did she, we met halfway inbetween at a hotel. it was pretty cool, i left right after school on friday and took the ford so i met her there at like 8 and she had a bunch of beer up in the room. it was fuckin hilarous it was like 4 in the morning and we were fuckin wasted and the hotel people knocked on the door and since im not old enough to drink i had to hide but there was no where to go so i went under the blanket but the alchohol hit me under there and i started to gag and jumped up to go to the bathroom and the guy was sittin there talkin to eliza and i was throwin up in the bathtub....ahh good times so we hung out all weekend and caught up...yeah so then on sunday night we went out to dinner and a bar and when i was ready to leave for home it was like 10 and eliza didnt want me to drive home so we rented the room for another night and i left the next day at 10am.
but that meant that i missed school on monday...not at all cool with roger. when i got home he bitched me out and totaly went mad, the fuckin psycho. so i couldnt stand being home and went to lindsays and ended up staying the night not wanting to go home. so on tuesday i had to stay after school for chem and jose stayed too so afterwards i went to his house to hang out and once again didnt want to go home so i spent the night and early wed morning i got some clothes and shit. after school i went home for an hour and my mom started freaking out at me for not checkin in and she was being a total bitch so i siad fuck this shit and went to linsdays we went to the movies and saw elf- not a bad movie cuz will ferells fuckin awesome. we ran into mike and chet there and since lindsay had to go home i went over to mikes and once again fell asleep watchin a movie. well anyway the next morning, thursday, i went home and grabbed a few outfits. the next day i was in a really bad mood and i guess megan could tell so we talked a lot. i went to her house and since megan and mike are cousins and live together and megans mom, mikes aunt is really cool and let me spend the night again and gave me a bunch of vodka. so i passed out at like 10. then friday i physically felt like shit and the basketball coach said if i wanted to try out that would be the last day, so i did and i felt horrible- i threw up like a dog after practice. so i guess this means giving up drinking or smoking during basketball, ill have to decide later. but anyway tryouts were done with at like 6 and coach said i definitly made it and ill probobly start. yeah anyway at 7 i had a job interview for wal-mart so at the school i cleaned myself up and shit and went to the interview, i fell pretty confident cuz i sounded smart and shit there, so maybe i might be job-josh. hell yeah. yeah so after that i went to jakobs party and didnt smoke OR drink, snaps for me....i went to gregs house later to sleepover...the next day was when all hell broke lose.
thats today- i came home and roger AND my mom started freaking out at me. they were giving me all that irresponsible shit and how im stupid and inconsiderate and lazy. aparently my counsler called and said if i dont starighten my act im gunna be a supersenior next year i can hardly wait. so moms MAKING me keep an assignment notebook and have my teachers sign it AND get grade printouts every friday i feel like a fuckin 10 year old. they got me a tutor for geometry and signed me up for a bunch of shit to help me with getting a job and being succesful when i get older. they also said i can only go out 3 times a week and i have to tell them exactly where im going or theyre kicking me out when i turn 18- which is in less that two months so i really have to start working hard and having no life....it'll be fuckin great- i wish. so this extremely long entry led to only one conclusion- my life sucks.
thursday night my sister, eliza who lives in illinois called and said she wanted to see me. so since i didnt want to drive 6 hours to see her and neither did she, we met halfway inbetween at a hotel. it was pretty cool, i left right after school on friday and took the ford so i met her there at like 8 and she had a bunch of beer up in the room. it was fuckin hilarous it was like 4 in the morning and we were fuckin wasted and the hotel people knocked on the door and since im not old enough to drink i had to hide but there was no where to go so i went under the blanket but the alchohol hit me under there and i started to gag and jumped up to go to the bathroom and the guy was sittin there talkin to eliza and i was throwin up in the bathtub....ahh good times so we hung out all weekend and caught up...yeah so then on sunday night we went out to dinner and a bar and when i was ready to leave for home it was like 10 and eliza didnt want me to drive home so we rented the room for another night and i left the next day at 10am.
but that meant that i missed school on monday...not at all cool with roger. when i got home he bitched me out and totaly went mad, the fuckin psycho. so i couldnt stand being home and went to lindsays and ended up staying the night not wanting to go home. so on tuesday i had to stay after school for chem and jose stayed too so afterwards i went to his house to hang out and once again didnt want to go home so i spent the night and early wed morning i got some clothes and shit. after school i went home for an hour and my mom started freaking out at me for not checkin in and she was being a total bitch so i siad fuck this shit and went to linsdays we went to the movies and saw elf- not a bad movie cuz will ferells fuckin awesome. we ran into mike and chet there and since lindsay had to go home i went over to mikes and once again fell asleep watchin a movie. well anyway the next morning, thursday, i went home and grabbed a few outfits. the next day i was in a really bad mood and i guess megan could tell so we talked a lot. i went to her house and since megan and mike are cousins and live together and megans mom, mikes aunt is really cool and let me spend the night again and gave me a bunch of vodka. so i passed out at like 10. then friday i physically felt like shit and the basketball coach said if i wanted to try out that would be the last day, so i did and i felt horrible- i threw up like a dog after practice. so i guess this means giving up drinking or smoking during basketball, ill have to decide later. but anyway tryouts were done with at like 6 and coach said i definitly made it and ill probobly start. yeah anyway at 7 i had a job interview for wal-mart so at the school i cleaned myself up and shit and went to the interview, i fell pretty confident cuz i sounded smart and shit there, so maybe i might be job-josh. hell yeah. yeah so after that i went to jakobs party and didnt smoke OR drink, snaps for me....i went to gregs house later to sleepover...the next day was when all hell broke lose.
thats today- i came home and roger AND my mom started freaking out at me. they were giving me all that irresponsible shit and how im stupid and inconsiderate and lazy. aparently my counsler called and said if i dont starighten my act im gunna be a supersenior next year i can hardly wait. so moms MAKING me keep an assignment notebook and have my teachers sign it AND get grade printouts every friday i feel like a fuckin 10 year old. they got me a tutor for geometry and signed me up for a bunch of shit to help me with getting a job and being succesful when i get older. they also said i can only go out 3 times a week and i have to tell them exactly where im going or theyre kicking me out when i turn 18- which is in less that two months so i really have to start working hard and having no life....it'll be fuckin great- i wish. so this extremely long entry led to only one conclusion- my life sucks.